Scared I am

Shook the next,
Cocked the past,
Presents did come
And took me hard

Mountain the cliffs
No release to mists
River went glitz
Flood hit me witch

Dreams I see now
Are sultry and dry
Lost is thy charm
Energies are fried

Opened my eyes
To see clear skies
Took a step out
The weather went nigh

Summers of solitude
Winters of cry
Raining are the storms
Spring lost thy

I am scared of the steps I take
I am scared of the decisions I make
How I am scared of the Justin’ lake
Seems to my eyes is a life that’s fake.

Did I start well
With the courage mustered
How I wish to tell
And see these dreams shattered

When everything seems to go wrong
When dusk seems to begin at dawn
When closed eyes seem to hear a song
When wind blows hard and time seems to be long
When every thrown word seems to prove you wrong
You just stand still and the life goes on and on and on.

Scared I am not of death,
Scared I am for the roses bed,
Though shall not be scared of rest,
Lest I am scared of self...Lest I am scared of “my” self…..

I Feel

Why do I feel I know you all the time?
Why do I feel my heart beat outside of mine?
Why do I feel the smell of the sweet wine?
Why do I feel that I feel you all the time?

Why do I feel the fluttering of the leaves?
Why do I feel pleasant and soothing breeze,
Why do I feel I am very much at ease?
Why do I feel I see you next to me at these times?

Why do I feel the calmness of the rain?
Why do I feel the strain is gone down drain?
Why do I feel chirping of the birds?
Why do I feel I am lost for words?

I was a feeler all my life
Realized the truth as I opened my eyes
As I get ready to embrace the kind
Thrown in front is deep barren land.

Then I felt I had no time
Then I felt the world had all the time
Now I feel I have all the time
Now I feel the world has no time.
How much I feel now
Being alone is no crime.

When i Go

You will remember me when I go,
You will feel for my thoughts when I go,
You will surely cry when I go,
You shall reach out to thy when I go.

I was there for you all along,
Every moment I was your song,
You did keep me out of your Kong,
I did wait for you very long,
Now you turned up and I am gone.

Hatred and goose bumps,
Jealousy now made you a clown
You have ceased all jumps,
Cupid stuck to make you frown.

Never you looked for a second,
Never will a third come to you,
Lost was the first and gone was second,
Why you wait forth come to you?

Listen, just listen, listen at least now,
Why do you forget to say me a “Wow”
Where will I go if you desert me…..
Life is my name, Hey do you know me???????

Lifeless Life

Grumping up the mystery of the dreams,
Throwing light on mesmerizing breams.
Why aren’t the worlds alike?
Just for the sake of dipterous, juvenile part and Mars to hike.

Are we in the creamy lakes to cliché the burping birds?
Or these songs been seen to get the stay of nerds?
Lest it says that all stay in the ocean beats,
Wilts the clock turns, runs and bleeds.

Do I remember you all the time?
No never will I.
How can I ever remember you?
Forget you should I first for a time.

World did ask why lifeless life
You did ask with the concern so high
I didn’t know the things gone by
As sanity and words bit the knife

No relations for the lines above,
Poet I am in the worst abode.
Though I let the words to flow,
Asked my mind, the heart to go.

Heart went stale,
Thoughts put a brake,
So didn’t I quake
Thus trust remains safe.

MUHAAFIZ KHUDI QAAYANAAT

MUTAASIR HUE HUM, IBTADAYEE MULAAQAAT BAZAAT-E-KHUD MEIN…..
ZAHAANAT KHUSHKATI KIYE THO AAGAAZ MANJIL-E-ULFAT ZINDAGI MEIN…..
SATAAH PANAAYE IJAAZAT-E-IQTHILAAHUE MUQARRAR KIYE DIL MEIN…..
MUNAAKIS KIYE AAPKI TAVASSUT SE, PADE HUM IS BAAKAAIDA BEDILI MEIN!!!!!!

KARVAT NA JAANE, NA JAANE BAAMUSHAQQAT
BERUH QASIIM FEHARIST PADE HAI KHAALI
DASTOOR-E-SAADIQ ISHVAA GAALIB SI TAAQAT
PADE HAI MURABBAD ZEHAAN ZHIKR VAFAT SI LAALI

KYU GUMSUM HAI SHAAGIRD, SHAMIIM SHAMS SHAMSIIR
HAI DEHSHAK HAI FARYAAD, TAKHALLUS UKBAA-E-TAUQEER
FAAGIR ZAMAANA, OHAADA NISHAANA, NUKTAA-E-KAMSIM
BHATAK THE NIYAAZ-E-PARAST UNS, SHAMMAYE BARQ-E-MUQBEER

KHATHAM BEWAFA, AATHISH KHATHAM HAI,
KHATHAM ZINDAGI, SANGDILI KHATHAM HAI,
BACHEE MASHWARA, AALAMPANAA BIQI HAI
DABE ASRAAR, ISRAAF SIRF BACHEE HAI!!!!

Quo Vadis

Desperately running out of life, I found a nest
Which provided me with a much needed rest.
I was thankful to the birdie which chirped
And gave the best to this disgusting guest.

The tree gave the shade,
And allowed the tough storm to fade.
It gave me its fruits
And reminded me of my roots.

While I looked at the sky,
Both in the day and in the night,
I caught a feeling "I wasn’t alone":
Though the time was to prone.

Life was running too hard, for me to catch,
I never had the time, to mix, match and latch.
How stupid I would have been, had I let it gone by,
And cried all night after saying “Good Bye”.

A laughter and a tear, threw the sorrow fear,
Made happiness in life look so near.
I am grateful to the tree, not for the fruit.
I am grateful to the bird, not for the chirp.
Grateful I am to the sky, to the stars and to the moon,
Not at all for the thoughts that made me a maroon.

Happiness and sorrow are part of life.
Laughter says “tear is my wife”.
We all stand on a think edge of a knife,
Yet, Life makes us to lead it king size.

Why complain when life asks “Quo Vadis?”: even the Jesus knows
Though the Peter knows, you answer and the life goes

Here I Am

Here I Am. Here I Am. Here I Am.

The Snowy Peaks
The Mystic Deeps,
The Ganges Cheers
And thus it speaks.

Deep Blue Skies
Dense Dark Nights,
Enchanting Falls
Love All Alike.

Normal Life
What Crimson’s Tide,
Cometh Here
Calls Nature’s snide.

Challenge the Hills
Mountain the Cliffs,
Scale these Heights
Forget your Plights.

Mother Nature with her arms open
Calls you to Embrace,
Lo she murmurs
In your ears:
“Oh Dear, Come Near, Why Fear? I am Here!”

Beloved words these
Pulled me to her,
Close to my heart
And so was I to her.

Panning the Thoughts
Releasing all Knots,
Met her Affection
Gained Immaterialist Satisfaction.

Now I am Back
Fresh on Track,
Missing her Love
I wanna go Back.

Here I Am. Here I Am. Here I Am.

Alfaaz Dil ke.....

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